I can shed tears that she is gone...
I can smile because she has lived!
I can close my eyes and pray that she'll come back...
I can open my eyes and see all that she's left!
My heart can be empty because I can't see her...
I can be full of the love that we shared!
I can turn my back on tomorrow and live yesterday...
I can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday!
I can remember her and only that she's gone...
I can cherish her memory and let it live on!
I can cry and close my mind...
Be empty and turn my back...
I can do what she'd want:
Smile, open my eyes, love and go on!
(I would love to take credit for this lovely verse... but I can not)
I try so hard to go on... but it's the most difficult task I've ever faced. Every day is filled with thoughts of my beloved Melissa... every waking moment is consumed with memories of her... at times, I feel I am losing touch with reality... but I will continue to honor her memory... until I meet with her again!!
I LOVE YOU MELISSA!
Your devoted Gram
This Midi Is: "Laughing on the Outside...Crying on the Inside"